The boy who curls into a ball
The gesture comes from his body, not his head. Loud noise that won't stop, too many people staring at once, a change of plan with no warning: any one of those and Nur shuts down. At home he crawls into a gap behind the sofa, or pulls the sheet clean over himself. It isn't a tantrum, and he doesn't cry. He makes himself small and waits for the world to turn its volume down. The old word from his people means exactly that, the one who rolls up, and he does it literally. Inside the ball he's safe, counting his breaths, and he comes out when he can. His grandmother learned not to reach in: she sits close by and waits.







