The calm of the bull
The temper thing is more complicated than it sounds. Fernando has lost control exactly twice in his life, both times because he witnessed animal cruelty.
At twenty-two, a drunk neighbor was hitting a dog tied to a lamppost. Fernando crossed the street without thinking, yanked the rope free and said something that nobody in the village has repeated since. The dog slept in his workshop for three months, until he found someone to take it. What nobody saw was what happened after the scene: Fernando trembling in the forge for half an hour, staring at his hands, scared by what he'd just felt. That explosive reactivity — the one he knows well from the inside, the one he shares with the bulls that graze on the oak scrubland surrounding his workshop — frightened him enough that he swore it wouldn't happen again.
And he's kept that promise. But the tension between what he's capable of and what he chooses not to do is there. Every day.







